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					THE HATCHETMANby Aram "Rocky" Alkazoff
 The "Hatchetman". Curtis "Hatchetman" Sheppard. Something about the name gives 
							you a cold feeling. Roll it around your mouth and you 
							get the notion you're saying the name of a old time 
							outlaw or gunfighter.  That's some nickname, 
							"Hatchetman".   How many guys in boxing get a 
							nickname like that?  I was starting to think I might 
							have what it took to be a pro fighter when I first 
							heard the name.  I was only a teenager, but guys in 
							the neighborhood told me I had a big punch in both 
							hands.  That thought got into my young head, and I 
							started to read anything on boxing I could get my 
							hands on. No Gene Tunneys, Billy Conns, Willie Peps, 
							or Tippy Larkins for me. I only wanted to read about 
							the guys who could crack.  I related to Dempsey, 
							Louis, Marciano, Sonny Liston.  I wanted to be one 
							of them. I remember how impressed I was by 
							Rocky Marciano, how he had destroyed so many 
							legendary names, but the job he did on Archie Moore 
							amazed me the most. I couldn't believe anybody hit 
							hard enough to bust up the great Moore the way Rocky 
							did.  So what happens?  I read a Ring 
							Magazine article about The "Old Mongoose" in which 
							he was asked who was the hardest hitter he ever 
							faced.  I'm expecting him to rave about Rocky and 
							what does he say?  It went something like this: 
							"Hatchetman" Sheppard.  This guy was something 
							else!  When the Hatchetman hit you it was like a 
							electric shock struck you!  Hatchetman knocked me 
							down so hard I bounced off the canvas.  I decisioned 
							him twice mainly by making him miss." Who the hell was Curtis 
							"Hatchetman" Sheppard?  Could he really hit harder 
							than the tremendous fighters Moore was in with?  
							Guys like Marciano, Charles, Patterson, Ali, and 
							Harold Johnson?  There was a picture of the 
							Hatchetman in the article and I took a close look at 
							it. Curtis was a dark-skinned black guy with a cold, 
							destroying look in his eyes.  Standing with his 
							shoulders hunched in fighting position. he looked 
							the every image of Disaster.  Big bones, gigantic 
							fists, and smooth muscles.  I imagined getting hit 
							with his straight right.  What was it Moore said? "This guy once hit a guy so hard 
							he broke his collarbone." Looking at him, that was easy to 
							believe. The second time I read something 
							about Hatchetman was in a book called "The Great 
							Fights".  It mentioned that Joey Maxim, whom I 
							recalled as an iron jawed, defensive boxer, suffered 
							only one KO in his entire career--a one round 
							destruction by Curtis "Hatchetman" Sheppard, a 
							"tremendous puncher".  That lesson was never 
							forgotten by Maxim, who thereafter became a 
							safety-first boxer and out boxed Sheppard a month 
							later.  But Sheppard had managed to knock Maxim out, 
							whereas Walcott, Moore, Charles, Robinson, and 
							Patterson couldn't. I wondered why I had never heard 
							about him; I figured he must be one of those black 
							fighters of the thirties and forties who couldn't 
							catch a break.  A Charley Burley-Lloyd Marshall 
							type.  To be black fighter with a murderous punch in 
							that era was to be a victim of...well, let's call it 
							"bad timing." The years passed, and I didn't 
							become a champion in the ring. I found a new 
							profession, new friends, and a whole different way 
							of life.  But I kept up my interest as a fan, and I 
							never forgot the name Curtis "Hatchetman" Sheppard 
							or what Archie Moore said about him.  One day in 
							early 1988 I was indicted by the United States 
							Government for various "organized criminal" 
							offenses.  The charges were laid, I believe, so as 
							to pressure me into informing on people about whom 
							the feds thought I had meaningful information.  I 
							was found guilty and given a life sentence. After almost a year in Detroit 
							Wayne County Jail, suffering through not only a 
							lengthy trial, but a long detainment in solitary 
							confinement for assault on a County sheriff I felt 
							had disrespected me, I was chained up and 
							transported to Chicago.  In Federal custody I was 
							driven to M.C.C. Chicago, a skyscraper prison in the 
							middle of downtown, not far from where I had been 
							raised.  It was a holding building for people in 
							Federal trial, court, informants, and those in 
							transit to the Bureau of Prisons correctional 
							system.
 As I climbed out of the bus in the M.C.C. garage, 
							some fresh air got into my lungs for a second.  The 
							first fresh air I had taken in for a year. You can 
							imagine the shape I was in, what with the 
							confinement, lack of exercise, terrible food, and 
							depression.  I was a mess, a shadow of the man I 
							used to be.  I was forty years old and facing the 
							reality of spending the rest of my life in prison, 
							all for being in the wrong place at the wrong time.
 When I reached the thirteenth 
							floor and a bunk, I was very tired.  I spotted a few 
							people I knew from the streets, but I didn't even 
							want to talk.  I was ashamed of what I looked like.  
							I went into the bathroom and gazed into the mirror 
							for the first time in a year.  I didn't like what I 
							saw.  My face was drawn, my eyes worn, my hair long 
							and unruly, with twice as much gray as before.  My 
							rock hard 190 pounds was no more.  I had a little 
							stomach for the first time, and my muscles felt like 
							they had no power.  I put my head down in misery and 
							hurt.  Then I heard a man's voice speaking words 
							I'll never forget.  "C'mon Rocky.  Pick up your head 
							and act like the man I heard you were," he said.  "I 
							heard you was a good fighter. Well, now you're in 
							the first round of a tough fight.  C'mon, son.  
							You've got a fight in front of you and it's time to 
							start fighting back."  I looked up and saw a tall, 
							very dark-skinned black man who had the kindest eyes 
							I had ever seen.  His eyebrows were grayed and I 
							could see more gray in his beard, but that didn't 
							tell the whole story.  Dressed in an orange prison 
							jump suit, his forearms and  biceps were solid, 
							sinewy.  He had a tucked-in waist and broad powerful 
							shoulders, along with the absolute biggest fists I 
							have ever seen.  He was shaved bald, wore 
							spectacles, and was carrying a big black Bible.  He 
							was so impressive in his health and vitality for a 
							man his age, I might have been worried had he not 
							been so gentle in manner. "I heard you was a pretty good 
							fighter when you was younger," he said. "I tried it some, but I didn't go 
							all the way like maybe I should have," I answered, 
							figuring he had talked to someone who knew me. "That's why I knew I could talk 
							to you," he said.  "You ever heard ofCurtis "the Hatchetman" Sheppard?  That's me."
 
							 The 
							minute he said the name, I remembered the article 
							and the picture. It was him! He was older, but it 
							was him.  Same head, same expression, same body and 
							fists.  The first thought I had was, "No wonder 
							Moore said he hit so hard."  One look at him and you 
							knew he was built to punch.  Imagine him saying he 
							heard I was a pretty good fighter! Hatchetman 
							Sheppard talking to me like I was good enough to 
							relate to a fighter like him.  I was ashamed to let 
							him see me in this shape. "Course I heard of you, Curtis," 
							I said with respect.  "You was some fighter. Archie 
							Moore said you was the hardest hitter he ever 
							boxed." "Joe Maxim said it too," he 
							laughed.  "Two champs.  But these young kids out 
							there don't know.  I heard you got "life", Rock.  Is 
							that true?" "Yeah I did, Curtis," I answered, 
							looking down.  "I let them get to me.  I broke down 
							in the "Hole", man.  I got down on myself and let 
							myself go soft.  I'm ashamed to let a great fighter 
							like you see me like this.  How about you, Curtis?  
							What have they got...." "Rocky, I have done over 
							thirty-two years in prison for two crimes that I had 
							no choice about," he said, cutting me off.  "I've 
							been on "death row" twice.  I've been so far in hurt 
							and hell, that I never thought I'd live again like a 
							human being. I lost control just like you did.  But 
							with God I came back.  I stayed locked up, but I 
							became a proud man again.  I got my pride back.  
							That's what I want for you, Rocky.  I want you to 
							show me and God that you're a champion. I want you 
							to pick yourself off the canvas and start fighting 
							back like the great fighter I know you are." Here was a guy who fought Moore, 
							Walcott, Maxim, Bettina, and Bivins, and who had 
							done thirty years plus, telling me to pick up my 
							head and act like the fighter I was.  He was telling 
							me to come back to life after the death blow of my 
							sentence! Who was I that he should talk to me like 
							that?  He didn't even know me. I glanced up at him and was 
							greeted by a smile, and a huge hand on my shoulder. "I'm praying for you son," he 
							said.  "You clean up and come on out.  We can talk 
							about the old fighters.  These young boys out here 
							don't know anything. I need a buddy to take my 
							side." That was the beginning of my 
							rebirth and my friendship with Curtis "Hatchetman" 
							Sheppard, who went from being one of boxing's most 
							feared fighters, to possibly the most feared man in 
							the Illinois Penitentiary System, to a gentle giant 
							carrying a Bible. The next day I said a prayer, got 
							a haircut, ate three meals, and started doing 
							pushups and sit-ups with a seventy-four year old 
							man.  That was the beginning of my rebirth and the 
							long road back. As luck would have it, me and the 
							Hatchetman were to both go to Oxford Federal Prison 
							in Wisconsin.  We sat next to each other on the bus, 
							and I have to tell you I enjoyed the ride just to 
							see some trees! Hatchetman was like a big happy kid 
							on the ride, and was uncuffed to be a "trustee".  
							That meant he brought water and served lunch, as 
							well as doing cleanup.  Watching this older man's 
							energy and spirit was inspiring.  My determination 
							to do more than just survive grew as I watched him.
 "You get a good rest Rocky," he said.  "When we get 
							to Oxford, heavy training starts.  You start with 
							your comeback."
 
 He meant it.
 
 When we arrived at Oxford, which was a 
							double-fenced, razor- wired hell in the middle of 
							forests, Hatchetman was enthused.
 
 "This is beautiful," he said happily.  "Good air.  
							Perfect for a training camp."
 
 He made me forget it was prison for a second.
 
 Gradually I found out more about the Hatchetman.  It 
							was a hell of story.
 
 While Hatchetman was fighting in the late forties, 
							he admitted that due to training he neglected his 
							wife.  He made good money as a fighter, and was 
							renowned in the black community.  He lived the high 
							life of nightclubs, entertainers, athletes, and the 
							famous.  Eventually due to his neglect his wife took 
							a Chicago policeman for a lover.
 "She always had a thing for those 
							'high yaller' fellows," he said, shaking his head.
 Hatchetman found them together, a fight ensued, and 
							Hatchetman shot the officer to death.  His wife, 
							mother of his only child, a son, ran almost naked to 
							a police station.  Her testimony put Hatchetman away 
							for twenty long hard years.  A year later, his 
							wife's corpse was found in Lake Michigan.
 
 All kinds of rumors floated around the city and the 
							prisons about her death.  It was said, that 
							Hatchetman was a "mob" fighter and she had been 
							killed in retaliation. Another rumor that--against 
							all logic--persisted until the present day was that 
							Hatchetman killed her and chopped off her head.
 "Rock I'm telling you, this is 
							the way it happened," said ----------, a known 
							Chicago Black Gangster Disciple gang leader.
 "Hatchetman came home and found her and the cop 
							together.  He stabbed the cop, killed his wife and 
							chopped off her head.  Then he went to a bar, 
							ordered a drink, put his wife's head on the bar and 
							said, "Give her a drink too."
 
 I was told that story by at least twenty seasoned 
							convicts from Chicago, who had heard of him or known 
							him from Illinois prisons.
 
 "That story was just a rumor, Rocky," Hatchetman 
							said.  "I couldn't have killed my wife even if I'd 
							had the opportunity.  I was in love with her.  She 
							was my son's mamma.  When I heard she died, no one 
							grieved as much as me.  But it wasn't any of my 
							doing.  These people in prison heard the name 
							'Hatchetman', and shoot, they didn't know nothing 
							about boxing.  They figured I got the name for 
							chopping up people.  They didn't know it was because 
							of my punching.  I heard the stories but I was so 
							crazy back then, I didn't even care.  But no, son, I 
							never killed my wife."
 
 Hatchetman was bitter about the sentence and he did 
							his twenty years with hate. He formed a gang in the 
							prison system known as the "Black Gangsters", and 
							established himself as Gangster number one.  He 
							became the most feared man in the prison system, not 
							only because of his position as gang leader, but 
							because of the ruthless way he used his fists on 
							anyone who opposed him.
 
 "I was taken over by the devil," he'd say with 
							disgust.
 
 "Taken over by the devil" meant just that.  
							Hatchetman became involved the terrible activities 
							that prison hatred breeds.  His reputation as a 
							fearsome inmate grew. Many a young boy in Cook 
							County jail facing prison was greeted by seasoned 
							cons with the warning, "Man, they gonna send you to 
							Stateville and old' Hatchetman will be waiting for 
							you.  He'll take a pretty young guy like you and 
							knock you out and use you like a girl.  He's so big 
							and mean, there ain't gonna be a goddamn thing you 
							can do about it!"
 
 Hatchetman's reputation came to reach mythic 
							proportions.  People forgot he had actually been a 
							quality boxer who'd knocked down champions.  
							Eventually he joined the Black Muslims and changed 
							his name to Curtis X.  He became a leader in 
							promoting racial hatred and violence--this only 
							added to his rep.
 
 I heard dozens of stories concerning Hatchetman's 
							activities during this period, one detailing how he 
							fought the entire "goon squad", a group made up of 
							tough convicts, used by the guards to break down 
							incorrigible inmates.  Goon squad members were hated 
							and looked down upon as snitches, and were housed 
							away from the other prisoners.  They received early 
							releases and benefits for this kind of help, and 
							they caused so many revenge murders that the use of 
							such groups is no longer permitted.  The squad was 
							cut loose upon Hatchetman one day to discipline him, 
							and outnumbered 20 to 1, he fought them to a 
							standstill.  Finally he was tied down, drugged and 
							given electronic shock treatments to keep him quiet.
 
 "That was terrible son," Hatchetman said.  "Just 
							terrible.
 
 Terrible days and bad memories.  No way for men to 
							treat each other."
 
 Hatchetman did his time, and after twenty years was 
							released into the streets.  He took his prison 
							reputation with him and became involved in many 
							brutal activities. Disaster finally caught up to him 
							one night when he beat a man over a gambling 
							dispute.  The man returned and shot Hatchetman in 
							the head.  Bleeding badly, Hatchetman nevertheless 
							overpowered the man.  He took away the gun and 
							killed him.  Hatchetman barely survived.  After the 
							incident he was charged and found guilty of second 
							degree murder, receiving another twenty year 
							sentence.  Even today the bullet hole is visible in 
							his skull and he has to take constant medication to 
							prevent seizures.
 
 This brush with death brought Hatchetman to the 
							brink of insanity. He admits to almost losing his 
							grip, but like so many men of religious conviction 
							he had a profound mystical experience that led him 
							to devote his life to Jesus Christ.  During this 
							second prison experience, which started when the 
							Hatchetman was in his fifties, he was a different 
							man.
 
 Hatchetman was sent to Pontiac Penitentiary in 
							Illinois, and this time he was armed with his 
							newfound faith.  He became the head of boxing 
							program, which produced the finest teams in the 
							history of the Illinois prison system.  His training 
							program produced quite a few professionals, 
							including "Jumbo" Cummings who fought Joe Frazier to 
							a draw in Joe's last fight. But more significantly, 
							Hatchetman coached hundreds of young men in the 
							basics of boxing and training, and kept them away 
							from the hellish temptations of prison life.  Many, 
							many men who were released from prison and became 
							useful citizens will attest to this.
 
 Hatchetman came to be a preacher of moral behavior 
							and tolerance, a voice of reason in an inferno of 
							racial hatred.  Many inmates were saved a terrible 
							beating because of Hatchetman's intervention in the 
							name of peace.  It was a much different prison "bit" 
							for Hatchetman this time, and things went well for a 
							while.  But eventually trouble found him again.  
							Twice.
 
 The first incident occurred after Hatchetman had 
							become the head cook in the kitchen.  He had to 
							fight off gang leaders who wanted to steal a 
							disproportionate number of hamburgers on hamburger 
							day for their gang.  (Hamburgers and chicken are 
							like gold in prison chow halls.) Hatchetman informed 
							them that they couldn't do that--if they did then 
							other inmates would not get fed. As long as he was 
							head cook each inmate would get his fair amount.  He 
							told them they could have the leftovers after 
							everyone had been fed.  Of course he was in the 
							right, and one on one, man to man, he was a match 
							for any three of them, even at that age.  They 
							backed off. But later he was ambushed by "hit men" 
							with knives who stuck him in the back several 
							times.  Once again bloody but unbowed, Hatchetman 
							not only survived but gave chase, forcing the 
							attackers to lock up for protection.  They tried 
							him, but nobody got those extra burgers.  He still 
							carries the scars from that attack.
 
 The second incident was more tragic.  A powerful 
							inmate in his twenties, the enforcer for a black 
							prison gang, was harassing a much smaller inmate for 
							sexual favors.  Hatchetman saw what was going on and 
							asked him to please leave the smaller man alone.  
							The enforcer, taking Hatchetman's plea as a 
							disrespect for his position, cursed and threatened 
							him.  Before long, he began harassing Hatchetman and 
							announcing that he was gonna kill him.  Hatchetman 
							did not start a fight, but took to carrying a 
							homemade "ice pick" for self defense.  One day the 
							enforcer got behind Hatchetman and hit him on the 
							head, an almost killing blow with a lead pipe.  The 
							blow bashed in Hatchetman's skull, and with blood 
							flowing like water, in a crazed rage, the Hatchetman 
							wrestled down his attacker and killed him with his 
							"ice pick", after saying that he was sending him "to 
							hell, where he belongs." Surviving the crushed 
							skull, which left a depression in his head that is 
							still visible next to his earlier gunshot wound, 
							Hatchetman was found guilty of first degree murder 
							and placed on "death row".
 
 Entering the hell of loneliness and darkness again, 
							this time Hatchetman was sustained by his faith.  
							After about a year, his prayers were answered by a 
							white ex-inmate from Southern Illinois, who had 
							turned over a new leaf upon release and become a 
							expert paralegal--he was also a heavyweight who had 
							been trained by Hatchetman during his prison time.  
							The man recalled Hatchetman's many kindnesses and 
							came to his rescue.  After a lengthy appeals 
							process, Hatchetman's conviction was overturned on 
							the grounds of self-defense.
 
 The Hatchetman had almost four years left on his 
							sentence, but because the dead man had been a member 
							of a large prison gang, it was unsafe for him to be 
							in the State of Illinois correctional system.  It 
							was decided that for his own protection he would 
							finish out his time in the Federal system, and this 
							is where I got to know him.
 
 When I arrived at Oxford, I was glad to finally get 
							into the fresh air, but even a walk around the track 
							tired me.  I was in awful shape. Hatchetman became 
							my trainer., and I found a friend about my age, a ex 
							amateur fighter named Wali Ali, who had been a 
							"Fruit of Islam" bodyguard of Muhammad Ali, who also 
							wanted to get back in shape.  We decided to be 
							Hatchetman's boxing stable--we were called the "Over 
							The Hill Gang" by the other inmates.
 
 "Listen," said Hatchetman .  "I'm from the old 
							school, and if I'm the trainer we do it my way.  I'm 
							like Jack Blackburn or Doc Kearns.  I'm the boss.  
							What I say goes. I give the order and you do what I 
							say.  I don't want any backtalk.  I want discipline 
							and obedience.  I'm doing this for you.  Not for 
							myself. You'll see the result.  But no questions.  
							Just action.  First rule--always bring a towel and a 
							cap when I train you...."
 Me and Wali started running on 
							the track like "two old Kentucky mules," and were as 
							slow as dripping honey.  But one mile, became two, 
							then three, and after a while we were doing five and 
							finishing up with a sprint. "C'mon, c'mon," cried Hatchetman 
							as the ninety degree heat bore down on us and, 
							tiring, we approached the final sprint.  "Think 
							about Rocky Marciano with a split nose!  He never 
							quit!  Think of old man Archie Moore getting off the 
							canvas!  He never quit!  Think of great fighters!  
							Joe Louis!  Billy Conn!  Henry Armstrong!"
 How the hell could we quit with him yelling that at 
							us?  No way.
 
 Eventually we got to where we would carry a 
							twenty-five pound weight up and down hills for a 
							half hour.  He pushed us just as hard in our other 
							exercises--heavy bag, speed bag, jump rope, medicine 
							ball and calisthenics.
 
 Ali and I started off splitting one round on the 
							heavy bag.  That was all we could manage, being so 
							out of shape.  But soon, with the Hatchetman pushing 
							us, we could do a half-hour apiece with no problem, 
							at top speed.  The younger inmates were impressed.
 
 One time Wali was on the heavy bag during a hot day, 
							and was in the eighth round, struggling with the 
							heat,
 
 "I'm gettin" tired," he said, knowing that 
							Hatchetman would disapprove of his talking, yet so 
							exhausted the words just came out.
 
 "You take that tired talk to almighty Allah or 
							whatever you call God," said Hatchetman in a loud 
							voice.  "Complaints like that are His business.  But 
							I want ten rounds out of you!  He can have the 
							rest..."
 
 All the inmates within listening distance turned 
							around in shock. Ali just looked at me, shook his 
							head, and kept punching.
 
 That's the kind of trainer Hatchetman was.  No 
							nonsense, and a answer for everything.
 
 Another thing about Hatchetman that commanded 
							respect was that he would hit the bags and run, 
							too.  At this time he was about seventy-seven years 
							old and about two hundred and twenty five pounds--he 
							was amazing.
 
 Among inmates there's a saying that "prison 
							preserves you."  Which is to say that the rest and 
							natural discipline of prison life keeps you looking 
							like you did when you came in, without much aging.  
							I have to agree with that saying; I have seen many 
							men in prison who look and act at least twenty years 
							younger than their calendar age.  But the 
							Hatchetman, along with Sonny Franzeze, a Columbo 
							family capo, who was also seventy-eight, with thirty 
							years of prison under his belt...they were the most 
							amazing physical specimens I ever saw.
 
 Hatchetman's fists were so big, we had no bag gloves 
							for him, so he taped his hands and wore big knitted 
							mittens that he made himself.  Then he would hit the 
							heavy and speed bags for eight or ten rounds.  Hard 
							crunching punches, that popped with power, widening 
							the eyes of any onlookers.  His hands were so heavy, 
							he would throw a sweeping punch in which the inside 
							of his fist would strike the back of the bag and 
							knock it sideways. This was an old tactic he had 
							used to dismantle boxers.
 
 "I'd do that to knock their equilibrium back," he 
							said.  It was a killer.
 
 He'd do his exercises and roadwork with the same 
							vigor.  He was just an incredible genetic specimen.  
							You couldn't help but love him and respond to his 
							coaching, seeing how great he was at his age, and 
							considering what he had been through.
 
 I got in better and better shape, and after about a 
							year and a half, Hatchetman took me to the prison 
							law library.
 
 "Rocky, now that you walk and look like a fighter 
							again," he said.  "I want you in this law library.  
							I want you to research your case and start fighting 
							this thing in the appeals courts.  You have a life 
							sentence and I want you to never give up the fight."
 
 He then said a prayer.
 
 "It don't hurt to have God help you, Rock," he said.
 
 He was right.
 
 My prison life became a tornado of training and 
							studying the law.
 
 I could go on and on talking about the good things 
							Hatchetman did behind the walls of prison, but 
							suffice it to say he was the voice of reason, common 
							sense, and survival to many men at a time when they 
							needed a friend the most.  He had a knack for 
							picking out inmates who seemed lost and helping 
							them.  Most importantly of all he steered people 
							away from gangs and racial hatred.
 
 "Son, I've been a gangster, a boxer, a bodyguard, a 
							Black Muslim, a gang leader, and the most feared man 
							on the block.  I've been in the lonely pit of hell, 
							locked in with the devil trying to take my soul.  It 
							was Jesus Christ that pulled me out.  I've been 
							through everything and only Jesus Christ is left as 
							the answer.  That I know. He saved me and He can 
							save you..."
 
 It was hard to not listen to this big black-skinned 
							man with the massive shoulders, huge fists and 
							gentle voice.  He commanded your attention for he 
							spoke from experience.
 
 When he'd see black inmates, who were in the 
							majority, talking racial hatred and planning 
							violence against whites and others he'd say, "Don't 
							tell me about slavery being a white and black thing 
							only.  If the truth is known, niggers sold niggers 
							into slavery and made money from it.  Judge a man 
							for what he is, not his color."
 
 Hatchetman had a curious hobby for such a war-like 
							man.  He knitted.  The big knit caps and gloves that 
							he knitted were all over the prisons.  The big knit 
							caps that Archie Moore used to wear near the end of 
							his life were gifts from the Hatchetman to his old 
							nemesis in the ring.
 
 "I gotta love Archie," he'd smile.  "He always used 
							to come to see me and support me in prison.  Joey 
							Maxim too.  They are two real champs."
 
 My favorite times with Hatchetman were when we'd 
							discuss the old fighters and his fights.  There 
							weren't many in prison who knew his era and could 
							talk about it, and he loved that I could.  These 
							were some of his comments.
 
 "Walcott was the best," he said.  "Jersey hit like a 
							mule and he knew how to draw you in."
 
 "Moore hit the hardest of anybody I fought.  Either 
							hand.  He could drop a bomb on your head.  Every 
							round was tough.  I only hit him twice and both 
							times I floored him.  I don't know how he got up.  I 
							hit him so hard I thought I killed him, but he just 
							got up.  Archie was strong."
 
 "Maxim was strong.  He had a very strong body.  He 
							could hold you in close.  That was his thing.  
							That's how he beat me the first time. The second 
							time I nailed him early.  After that I had to fight 
							him twenty days later.  He ran like a thief and I 
							wore the cuffs.  But give him credit.  He was as 
							good as any.  After that knockout everyone ran from 
							me."
 
 "Melio Bettina was clever, rough, strong.  I was 
							tired from Lee Q. Murray.  Fought him a month 
							before.  But Bettina was tough.  Him and Moore would 
							have been a good match."
 
 "I fought Lee Q. Murray six times.  He'd be a champ 
							today.  He would'a beat Riddick Bowe or Holyfield."
 
 "Jimmy Bivins was all arms.  He never tried to punch 
							with me.  He knew better. All arms and elbows.  Good 
							fighter."
 
 We talked about them all Lloyd Marshall, Tony Musto, 
							Willie Reddish, Nate Bolden.
 
 "You were a sparring partner for Louis weren't you, 
							Hatchetman?" I asked.
 
 "Just for a second," he laughed.  "Oh he hit so 
							hard!  He'd try to kill you. Nothing was worth that 
							kind of money.  He knocked out big Max Baer for damn 
							sake! Knocking out Baer was like chopping a tree!  
							Oh, Louis could hurt you!  I got out of his camp 
							quick."
 Did he hit harder than Max Baer? "Louis could hurt you, but Max 
							Baer could kill you!"  He laughed. "After he killed fighters he held 
							back.  He became a clown.  But his sparring partners 
							told me he could kill you by accident.  He could hit 
							that hard.  But Louis was the better fighter." "What match would you have liked 
							to have seen?" "Tony Zale versus Ray Robinson," 
							he said, with eyes far away in the past.  "Zale was 
							so strong and tough, and Ray wouldn't have ran.  
							That would been some fight." "Who was the best pound for 
							pound?"
 "Being from Pittsburgh," he said., "I knew how good 
							Burley was, and Billy Conn. Don't forget Zivic.  He 
							was a killer, but they kept the cuffs on him.  There 
							was so many.  But for some reason I think of Ezzard 
							Charles.  Before he killed Baroudi he was 
							beautiful.  I was surprised Marciano beat him like 
							he did.  I didn't think anyone his size could beat 
							him twice like that.  That gives you an idea of how 
							tough Marciano was and how hard he hit.  Marciano's 
							secret was his ability to avoid women and night 
							life.  He could keep coming and with that chin and 
							power, he couldn't be denied."
 "How much did you weigh in your 
							prime?" I asked. "About 188," he said. "How come so little?" I said.  
							"You're a big guy.  How come so light." "Back then heavyweights didn't 
							carry no fat like now.  They wanted to be quick. 
							Plus no one lifted weights.  They slow you up. 
							Louis, Dempsey, Walcott all could have weighed two 
							fifteen or twenty if they wanted.  Baer was a 
							giant.  But the thing was, no one carried fat weight 
							like today." "Could the modern fighters have 
							beaten the old timers?"  "No way.  Ali couldn't have 
							beaten Louis or Marciano.  Even the best of the 
							modern guys like Monzon, Hagler, Foster, and Sugar 
							Ray Leonard.  No way could they have dominated in my 
							era.  Duran is the best of the moderns and even 
							without the cuffs I don't know if he could have 
							beaten Ike Williams.  Kids come up tougher back 
							then.  They were hungry." I noticed how much respect 
							Hatchetman gave to the older Chicago and New York 
							mob guys who were locked up with us.  It seemed he 
							couldn't break the habit of thinking they had big 
							power, even in here.  These were very old guys from 
							his era; they were fight fans and remembered the 
							Hatchetman.  Watching him when was around them gave 
							me a picture of how powerful the mob must have been 
							in the fight game during his time.   We used to sit and talk boxing 
							with the mob guys, and fixed fights and "handcuffs" 
							and so on were routinely discussed.  They talked of 
							famous fights and famous fighters, too.  Hatchetman 
							never disagreed with them.  He'd only smile and nod, 
							giving me the impression it was all the truth. "Handcuffs were for fighters not 
							to lose too bad, but by a decision, or to let 
							someone go the distance," Hatchetman told me.  "A 
							fixed knockout was for bigger money." "Did you wear the cuffs?" I 
							asked. "Everyone wore the cuffs if you 
							wanted to make money," he said. "That's the business, Rock." "Was Ali and Liston on the 
							level?" I asked. "C'mon, Rock," he said with a 
							smile. " That one had the cuffs on Sonny tighter 
							than a noose.  It's all over now.  God's got a 
							better plan now for both of us." About four days before Hatchetman 
							was to be turned loose to the world on parole for 
							the first time in twenty years, I witnessed a final 
							moving scene. One of my friends had sent me a 
							copy of Bert Sugar's Boxing Illustrated Magazine.  
							It had a copy of a story by Herbert Goldman, a 
							boxing historian, called "The Hardest Punchers in 
							Boxing History".  As I glanced over the article I 
							couldn't believe what I was reading. 
 That same day I also got a package from a prince of 
							a man named Sal Rappa, another boxing historian from 
							New York, who used to send us boxing stories, 
							opinions, and pictures, generously giving of his 
							time to lighten the burden of trapped men who loved 
							boxing.  Sal has written for Ring Magazine, is a 
							member of the legendary Ring #8 out of New York, and 
							is a beautiful man who I will never forget for 
							caring enough about us as men to respond to our 
							questions.  In this instance he sent us upon request 
							the complete boxing record of Curtis "the 
							Hatchetman" Sheppard. The timing of these two pieces 
							of mail seemed to testify that somebody up there was 
							thinking about Hatchetman.
 I ran to the prison gym where 
							Hatchetman was surrounded by the young guys he was 
							coaching in boxing.  I called him over, and the 
							other guys crowded around.  I handed him his 
							complete record and told him it was from Sal.  This 
							touched him so deeply that he was silent.  Then I 
							gave him the Goldman article to read.  It had a list 
							of the men he considered the fifty hardest hitters 
							of all time.  Oh there were the guys you expected.  
							Wilde, Louis, Baer, Dempsey, Marciano, Liston, 
							Saddler, and other champions.  But number 
							fifteen....Number fifteen was "Curtis 'Hatchetman' 
							Sheppard".  Hatchetman closed the book after seeing 
							his name, and a tear came down the face of this big, 
							dark man who had known so much pain.  When the day came for Hatchetman 
							to leave, he was dressed in his freshly ironed 
							prison khakis and as excited as a little kid.  He 
							was seventy-eight, but in shape like a person thirty 
							years younger.  With everybody wishing him good 
							luck, I just stood there happy for him. Imagine, he 
							was pushing eighty, and going to the world for the 
							first time in twenty years, yet he was excited like 
							a kid.  He kept talking about a little "Fish Fry" 
							place he was going to open up.  "What about money, Hatchetman?" 
							someone asked. "I don't worry bout money ," he 
							said with a confident look.  "I made money, money 
							didn't make me.  I'll be okay." Finally he came to me and hugged 
							me and kissed me. "I found the love of a father for 
							a son in you, Rock," he said. "If you didn't become a champion 
							in the ring, still you can be in shape like one.  I 
							expect you to keep in shape, keep training, and stay 
							in that law library and fight your case.  My prayers 
							are that you will overturn your conviction and walk 
							out in the health of a much younger man.  You will 
							then beat them like I did.  I'll pray for you, and 
							God is with you." He had tears in his eyes and so 
							did I.  He left and it felt like half the 
							prison left with him, so empty did it seem.  I was 
							blessed to have known him.  I kept my word to him 
							and stayed in shape and in the law library fighting 
							my case.  Some few years later I overturned my 
							conviction and walked out of Federal prison a free 
							man in strong physical condition, through my own 
							efforts in the law library and prison gym, and the 
							prayers of a old heavyweight fighter. Every once in a while I'll see 
							Curtis' name mentioned with the black "Murderers 
							Row" of fighters of that era that never got a chance 
							at the title:  Burley, Lytell, Marshall, Bivins, 
							Williams, and others.  But I know that the 
							Hatchetman was a champ in the real life, and after 
							all that's where it counts.
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